i hate my life right now its like no matter what i do im pissing someone off!!! i know im not supposed to say i because it ws my fault in the first place but i really miss jill a lot!!! and i miss my old friends, but dont get me wrong i love my new friends but i just wish there was a way that i could hangout with both without blowing one group off.. and not to mention all of my old friends are leaving and going up north were ill never be able to see them.. i was depressed really badly like 2 weeks ago but im working through it little by little.. i kno ive changed latly but i cant really figure out whats changed weither its im just acting more grown up or im just not careing about anything anymore... and its really taking a toll on my health, ive lost weight and im sick alot now too.
on a lighter note in th past three months i got two tattoos and eyebrow pericing and my licence!! :/ i guess im happy about that.
candace-uve always been there for me and i love u so much for that, u never pass judgement on me and i know that if i ever need something ull always be there.
greg-ur my boy and we have been down for like 3 years now, and ive alwyas been able to ask u what u think about any stupid thing that pops in my head without being scared of what u might say.
jill-im sry for all the pain i caused u, it was never my intention to hurt u i know its too late for a realtion ship but i just wanted to let u know that ive never stopped loving u.. i love u just as much now as i did during the best part of our relation ship... u were my everything for over a year and i would like to thank u and ur family for all the kindnise and love that uve all shown me... u dont have to say anything back to me and u dont owe me anything i just wanted to let u know that i still care about u.
to all three of u when ur gone i dont want to to forget me but dont worry about me either, have fun and go far with ur life! i love u guys with all my heart and im sad to see u guys go.. but when u do go ill be there with a smile on my face saying have a safe trip, being the good friend i should be.
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